Well well, alot of stuff in my life is changing recently, loosing friends, gaining friends and a child.

I don't know if anyone has said it to you but you won't keep all your freinds from
your group that you had in high school. It's true aswell. I don't know if it's the fact that they've
only become your friends beacuse there wasn't many to decent people choose from or just
beacuse people change so mch after school.
I don't know and secondly, I don't really care.
Lost one to a fight with his father wichgot him movingacross the country, lost another
after he decided to remain in a relationship with a suicidal, psycho, drugged up whore (accurate description). Now I've lost another to long bouts of drug taking and I found out he beats his
girl, so, I'll not be having any of that.
The only one of those who I actually miss is the one who moved away.
Things are so awesomely different once you leave school. You have a nearly infinite
group of people to be freinds with compared to in school, you just had to choose from a group
of about 100 people who ust happened to be born around the same time as you.
If you don't like someone, you can just choose to not be freinds with them anymore and not see them. Not like in school where you saw them every day no matter what.
No matter what anyone says, you always have a choice to do something or not.
Ok, getting alittle off topic there heh.

Onto the second note of this, news post?..whatever.
If you had read my previous posts, you'd have noticed I'm going to be a father early next year.
I know I'm fully up to it and everything but I'm just realising alot of things recently.
Firstly everything you need, the baby will need a smaller version of that and twice a much.
I was walking through a baby store the other day and it just hit me how much shit they try to sell
to parents that they don't need or will never use. I can't think of any specifics right now beacuse
I'm alittle tipsy.
Secondly. everyone who you tell that you don't want to know the sex of your child will think
you are nuts.
I guess I'm just in love with the idea of the doctor handing me the thing and going
"congratulations, it's a <whatever>". Maybe I'm a dying breed of romantic. The main reason
I think people find out is so they can buy all the pink or blue things before the baby is born.
What's wrong with green or while? damn it.

This post isn't going to be here very long, due to I'm posting a new 19 week picture of my little
one later tommorow at some point.

So here's to change and still being able to drink before the baby gets here.